My 21st birthday~

I'm officially 21st! Is this consider a happy thing? However, I'm glad to have my family, my besties and my loved one to celebrate with me... Although the celebration is not a grand one but I'm happy to have them celebrate with me... I LOVE ALL OF YOU! Saranghae~

My birthday present from my besties~

Present from my loved one~

Nadaje cake from my buddies~

Birthday wish~

P/S: Sorry for updating my blog for a long time... I'll try to continue it back...

Annual leave~

I'm having my 2nd last annual leave before I graduate from my college... For the 1st time we are having our 2 weeks of annual leave but due to I have resit my OSCE so I just get only 1 week but I still use is fully... I had the chance to go Langkawi trip with my buddies in my college... Although have some argument during the trip however it is still an awesome trip... Hopefully I can go with my family and loved one again~ Here's some of the photo's:

Before going to Eagle Island~

On the way to the island~

Having dinner~

At the beach!

Pregnant Island~

Playing mahjong inside the hotel...

Kain batik pretties?

Great and amazing movie~

Recently, I got the chance to watch one of the movie that I wanted to watch... Although is not with his and that made me had a little bit of disappointment but is okay... The title of the movie I watched is, " Real Steel"~ The way the story and the animation goes is definitely amazing... Hugh Jackman is so attracting and hot... And not forget about Dakota Goyo, the little boy that act as Max Kenton is so handsome... Much more handsome than Justin Bieber... *Sure I will be beaten up by JB's fan* It is a very awesome movie... I'm going to get the original DVD and make it to become one of my collection...

Real Steel~ ♥

P/S: Quote from real steel, "Courage is stronger than STEEL"...

Lost~

The truth is I'm getting lost

I need you

Come and guide me back to the right path

Like you always do

P/S: Let me lay on your shoulder then you kiss my forehead...

This is so called L.I.F.E

LIFE from Google means the condition that distinguishes animals and plants from inorganic matter, including the capacity for growth, reproduction, functional.. But for me life is the way we are living and we are facing like happiness, sadness and etc...

My life is not consider as very good and either very bad because I have a perfect family, a bunch of great friends and an awesome boyfriend... Even sometimes I might have failure in my life and I hatred it so much which everybody does but when I think about the unluckily people such as the cancer patient, the people who is in war and many more... I feel grateful of my life... Sometimes I might get annoyed by some fucking idiotic bitch but I'm still grateful to have a lot of great friends are always supporting me... Although I will think that I would like to get the hell out of my family but when I refresh back of my past, they are the one who always support me no matter what happens.... So, I'm glad that I have them... And honestly, I sometimes do regret to have this boyfriend... I did think of breaking up with him and find for another guy... And now when I think back about it... I feel that I'm so silly to have that kind of thinking... He is really good to me... He even done lots of plan for our future and trying to give me s good life... Therefore, I'm so glad and grateful that I'm still sticking with him and not another guy... If not I will be regret that I miss the good one... Really thank God for giving me to meet the great people and family!

What is life?

Life is too short~

Life is about?

P/S: Here I'm telling to everybody, I will more grateful to my life... And I wish everybody will do that too~

Life just isn't fair enough

I had just finish my posting in pediatric ward... And I found out something that is very sad... Today morning, the doctor had come to the ward... He was looking at the CT scan of the child... Then, the doctor asked me to call the child's parents... So, I went into the room and called the child's mom... Then, the doctor explained something to the mom... I actually wanted to hear what the doctor was telling but I just managed to hear a small part of it because I was called by the staff nurse to take something... Okay, here it is... The doctor pointed at the CT brain scan to the mom and trying to show her something... At first I couldn't hear anything and then I tried to stand nearer... Out of sudden, I heard the word, "TUMOR" from the doctor... I was so shock... I tried to reconfirm on what the doctor said but I was called by the staff nurse and when I came back, they were finished so I assume I heard wrongly... Later on, the child's father brought his daughter out from the room and walked around... The girl is playing so happily and she is so adorable... Then, her father started to talk with the nurses at the counter... I was there too... The father talked in BM, "Kecil kecil macam tu pun ada tumor..." The father smiled... I knew although he is smiling in front of us but his heart is bleeding inside...Then, I'm confirm that I heard the right thing just now... And in my head I'm thinking... Every adult with cancer or tumor always asking, "God, why you choose me? Why you have to punish me like this?" and what about this 3 years old child? Did she done anything wrong too? And what I can tell is nobody will know what happen... You can't blame God... Is just life isn't fair enough to everybody...

P/S: So I'm really grateful for what I have now... And may God bless everyone in this world~

New piercing~

I had another new piercing at my cartilage... I'm so gonna get scold by my grandma and my mum... But at last I did it too... I told my honey about it and he asked to explain to my family myself and now I'm starting to get worry... And this is it~

P/S: So worry to go home now... But I miss my home!